So I got you back baby and it feels as if im on top of the world again. Just to know that I can feel your kisses,hugs,and hands take me to another place. Being able to look into your eyes make me feel all warm inside. Knowing I have a chance to spend a whole year with you is something I would not trade for the world.

Baby I am still fighting the world for your love ♥

Butttttt….

I lost my bestfriend Justin over all this </3 : He said he is tired of being there to tell me I don’t need you when all I do is run back. I never thought losing someone other than you could hurt this bad but it does. It feels like the part of me you didn’t have, just went completely numb. When I was down and couldn’t talk to you, he helped me through everything. He made me laugh when I needed it. He kept me in conversations to keep my mind off things.

why do I have to lose important people to be with you?

Today you took my breath away talking to me again. My fingers trembled the whole time we talked. The past couple of days, everyone has been talking shit saying you were gone and then when i start to be okay, you come walking back. i love you and hope my heart never stops beating for you. No matter what people try and put in my head, it will motivate me to be with you more.

Fuck our haters ♥

11 months with you was like spending time in Heaven itself. I realize now how much I smiled and how I was myself with you the whole time. Your family were really great people and they did so much for me and I am thankful for that. You helped me get through all the tough times. I love you so much and nothing will ever change that. Your the only person my heart wants to beat for. I would give anything to have you back. I feel so alone and not worth anything. I am sorry for everything and ill wait for you no matter how long it takes, no matter if you dont even come back.

I love you.

I am so tired of people getting my hopes up and then letting me down.

I guess that is a bad weakness I have. I put to much faith into people :/